Feeling much better emotionally, think I'm still under my emotion's control instead of controlling it, still need loads effort...but at least mood is up again, though not all aspect experiencing goodness,can only say well,in the midst of experiencing God:1

Still too emotional, its not good, its killing me, a simple simple incident can trigger such great emotions, i dun like it, i reallie reallie hate this aspect of me, its sooo beyond my control...

Hey better news today, haha:) Had my trip to doc and my health overall improved, his med really works,thank God:) And the doc even said my allergy and my IBS(not inductive bible study:p) can be cured completely!yay a ray of hope finally:) Now the main concern is not heart burning a hole but pocket aka wallet burning a hole,lolx:/ Haha but well, health is still much more precious than $$$ so gotta work harder then,lolx but still thank God for His grace:D

P.S. Trying to build bridge with God and ppl again, pray pray pray:)

It's been 9 days since moved house, finally unpack my stuff and settled down,from one floor area to another floor area,lolx-_- but at least more room for me to toss and turn when I sleep on my faithful sleeping bag:) Had a few days of internet-less and scv-less time and have to say I'm sadly more reliant on them,like a part of me is missing:s:s:s All in all, gotta say it's been all God's Grace and blessings that we moved in:) Work wise have been bery busy coz of students' upcoming prelims and tests, but still able to cope. What is starting to worry me is my health, news that I have low blood pressure, weak heartbeats and low oxygen counts to name a few have been quite depressing, but also the symptoms of having all these seems to be appearing in me for quite some time, doesn't bode well indeed:( Well, in all things still believe that God has His purpose, hope health wun affect my life too much:/ Upcoming events and also the cd project is taking a toll on me mentally, the stress of uncertainty and helplessness isn't a great feeling:( Need to go back to the bery basic, my relation with God has been fatuating(pardon spelling) like a share's chart, full of ups and downs:1 Mind is willing but body is weak, so true such a statement by the writer, needs to deal with the latter part...Work hasn't been great too but still gonna say that it's filled with God's blessings:) phew, so many thoughts at one go, just so i can vent out and mkae me feel less frustrated, life still goes on after all...

Moving house today (again), more or less packed up, waiting for mover's company..mixed feeling about moving, though just a short 2 years here it's been quite a place to live in, so to move back to Marsiling (ulu north:s) is a bit sianz, but well, guess that's just part and parcel of life-_- just hope can adapt well to Marsiling again...