Been feeling bery emo recently, guess its a combination of factors but the last triggering factor was like......:( hmmm its like my own stupid fault for caring so much but then well, i should haf known tt it is futile...I reallie reallie commit a lot a lot into it, time, effort, monetary etcetc so mebe tts where I expected tings i shouldn't:/ I dun regret all these though, but......well, need some time for my this stupid "emo self" to surface up again and rule me over a period of time b4 tings can get normal again..so helpless, so angry, so disappointed, yet its me mainly who deserved it, lolx, so ironic-_-" dun feel like doing anything now, just lag lag lag..
Disclaimer: It's nothing regarding my relation so dun need to guess ppl:D
