I'm quite discouraged n saddened by some news tis past few daes, still find it hard to juz trust n leave tings to God but will keep trying...recent posts haf been bery emo n pessimistic, berybery stressed up abt e project, tuitions, my upcoming studies, army(reservist) stuff etc:( Been thru diff n unpleasant exps n reallie dun wanna relive them again:x Sori ppl noe i'm e "yi zi ren" but i'm juz not a leader by nature so its hard for me to lead e team effectively for e project n thus it had been not good:( E urge to escape into my own shell is there again but i cant, i reallie cant juz run away from all tis, Lord pls dun let me do so:'(...Well, there r of coz stuff which brightens up my life, or should i say, i'm juz easily contented in tis way(in relation i'm sooo diff, it suxs:x)...wat i wanna isn't reallie wat i wanna, wat i need isn't wat i reallie need, wat i haf isn't wat i reallie haf...will i one day say tt who i'm isn't reallie who i'm??wOW....pray hard its not..

P.S. Life still goes on each day, each hour, each min, each sec wifout fail, wifout stop..