Hahaha actually got blog last time but well...nvm anyway consider this my 1st blog! At a time like tis when everyone normal is sleeping-_-'' Hmmm can't get to sleep for reasons unknown even to myself, been feeling weird for the past few weeks esp, am i going mad? I hate feeling this way, it so defeats my rational being completely and makes me upset and happy and confused etc all at the same time:( Okay don't spoil my 1st blog on depression,ha Shall try to get some rest for banchang later or else sing off tunes again,lol:s