Y must all these things fall on me??? Sigh just when i thought i have turned the corner and looking up, the blows just kept coming and coming and i can sense myself breaking and breaking and breaking till i'm no longer a piece, i'm crumbling and falling apart so badly:( I can't summon any more strength to face things again, i don't know how long i can last..these few days a combination of people and events kept me going on but how long, how long more God?? I really don't know what to do, i get depressed easily instead of spurred on and i'm getting more depressed and emo by the day, well done siyang!:s Tomorrow is D-DAY for me, i cant bear to think anymore, whatever that happens tomorrow i tell myself to accept and don't think or regret and blame anyone or God! Please gimme courage and strength, i feel so down and weak now..